"I agree with you, Battle. I have always disapproved of murder."
"What a delightfully droll way of putting it," said Mrs. Oliver. "Rather as though it were fox hunting or killing ospreys for hats. Don't you think there are people who ought to be murdered?"
"That, very possibly."
"Well, then!"
"You do not comprehend. It is not the victim who concerns me so much. It is the effect on the character of the slayer."
"What about war?"
"In war you do not exercise the right of private judgment. *That* is what is so dangerous. Once a man is imbued with the idea that he knows who ought to be allowed to live and who ought not - then he is half way to becoming the most dangerous killer there is, the arrogant criminal who kills not for profit but for an idea. He has usurped the functions of le bon Dieu".

-Agatha Christie's "Cards on the Table", p. 142

my laptop is coming today
my laptop is coming today
my laptop is coming today
my laptop is coming today
my laptop is coming today
my laptop is coming today
my laptop is coming today

also, i get to see Harry Connick Jr. The man is sexy!

WHERE IS IT!?
GRRRRRRRRRRRR

sometimes alley makes me very frustrated. >:|

know what pisses me off? the advertisement to the right of the screen which is a graph showing number of userpics and account time. i do not understand it. nor would i like to.

waiting to hear back about my celiac test. that would explain a helluva lot, if it comes back positive. i also gotta find some time to pee in a bottle. IM TOO BUSY TO PEE. haha lies. im sitting at home with an ear to the window, listening for what i can only assume a purolator truck sounds like. and tracking the package. the last entry is
"2007/06/18 16:25 Left TORONTO SORT CTR/CTR TRIE, ON"
so if it left toronto at 430ish yesterday.. IT SHOULD BE TOPPING MY LAP BY NOW!

what else is neeeew.. works moderately better cos i started just doing what i wanted without asking for permission. umers. i get paid tomorrow, woohoo. now i just gotta save enough to pay off the puter, and i can go back to saving for life.
summer school starts july 3. exciting! as if learning about witchcraft counts as a credit. bahahaha. nice. plus i get to see such lovely people as gosia, whitney, and koni twice a week for three hours a day. im hoping my lap top has adequate battery life to last 3 hours of lecture cos i know there arent any plugs in marion aud.
does it sarah? dooooes it?
speaking of sarah, i dunno if i can visit halifax in the summer, but im talking to my parents about sending me away during reading week. so if ours are the same, loving could ensue.
im gonna go sit at the front door and wait impatiently!

yesterday i went to the market with my mommy to find alley a birthday gift. i found something for me, something for another friend but nothing for alley. i le suck. we were eating at the pour house and our table was beside the balcony (above the auld dubliner) and there was a stunt guy outside. it was the best lunch ever watching someone juggle knives and chainsaw and unicycling around.
i hate my job.
im having a hard time getting used to being someones girlfriend.
im getting an iMac by the end of august :D
summer school starts soon :( at least i have gosia, and whitney, and koni etc and an interesting topic, witchcraft. it better be easy *shakes fist*
all this week is gonna be 25 degrees or more.. eeeewey.

poor sleepy maggie♥

happy birthday to me!

yo homes'
i got a boyfriend, haha!
but im eating a lot cos my 5.9 isnt a 6.0. so ima fat.
KIDDING. no smacking please.
also, drivers ed is retarded, and its also hilarious. im almost looking forward to the next 3.5 weeks of hell. almost, but not quite. go sens go!

the next FUCKING USELESS MINDLESS TWAT FACE who thinks she is doing anyone a fucking service by entering my life to discuss brendan, and his misdeeds IS FUCKING DEAD. OK. IM FUCKING SERIOUS. IT HAS BEEN OVER 6 MONTHS NOW, i've fucking done my time, and IM IN THERAPY FOR CHRISTS SAKE. NO YOU ARE NOT HELPING ME, NO YOU ARE NOT INTERESTING, NO I DONT THINK YOU'RE A GOOD PERSON.
YES YOU ARE A DOUCHE. YES YOU ARE USELESS WASTE OF SPACE. YES I WILL SMACK YOUR BITCH FACE UP IF I EVER SEE YOUR UGLY ASS. YES YOU MAKE THINGS WORSE. take your fucking guilt, and shove it, you stupid tirade of whores. i hate you, i truly, really, most definately hate you. confess your sins to God, you mother fuckers, because he is the only one who gives a shit about you.

it really is a terrible terrible world. like.. really. it causes me pain how shitty things are and how underhanded everyone is.
using children in car bombings in iraq. that news upset me. how can someone be so fanatical and so passionately against US soldiers or opposing views, none of which deserve to be bombed, that they feel the need to sacrifice complete innocents. i hate it. really, i do. i may lose my mind when my friends go back. how can things ever get better.
yeah thats all i gotta say.

Current Mood: hopeless
Current Music: flypaper - k-os

I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK. IM TOO TIRED.

whats new.. men are dogs. pig dogs. english pig dogs.
uumm.. i raped stats! :D :D
things are going in my favour currently, so hopefully this trend continues hehe. i.e. i win a million dollars.. soon. I got paid last night, and after paying my phone bill, visa, and savings, i have 18$ left. wooo.. that'll DEFINATELY last me two weeks! :S
ill have a 18$ challenge. lets see if i can do it.

wow im soooooooo very depressed.

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

I'm through, with doubt,
There's nothing left for me to figure out,
I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I know you said
Why can't you just get over it,
It turned my whole world around
and i kind of like it

I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby,
With no regrets and I don't mind saying,
It's a sad sad story
That a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger.
And how in the world
Can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I'm not ready to make nice,
I'm not ready to back down,
I'm still mad as hell
And I don't have time
To go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I'm still waiting

Current Mood: upset